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University Password
04:34
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Those twinkling lights they surround me like puzzles wanting to fit in the night
Sky it’s a wonder we made this far but I’m just passing by on my
Sanity remember me three years ago I was a happy go lucky kid played in the snow
But my heart is frozen like the world still turns with the season but I forgot the warmth I forgot the reason
For change
That blank empty screen taunting me laughing with words that won’t come out of my hands they
Punish me endlessly with pains that scream threw a wall as thick as my head
My problems let be honest now they start to fade the interest it lacks said of the same charade
If I knew you were listening I’d dig down deep but hearings lost the lines cut off
I won’t repeat
Sing me to sleep would you?
Like your voice was all I knew
Cause I need something familiar once in my life it’s a whole that will eat me I won’t survive
Scrambling time I’m just traveling back worlds but getting stuck in my
Past it’s the present that hold me there caught in this fucked web of lies if you
Only knew I want you too turn back the clock and take me til I’m screaming begging you stop but you
Never will I’m not surprised empathy lies shoes are just vesicles just a disguise
Sing me to sleep would you?
Like your voice was all I knew
Cause I need something familiar once in my life it’s a whole that will eat me I won’t survive
Oh dance with me make me weak make me swoon wont you
Bring the ties oh surprise wounds wont break you
If you stay I’ll make you sway she said with her eyes closed
He’ll slam the door just ignore why only god knows
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2. |
Drunk
04:09
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When I’m drunk
I wanna kiss you hard
My thoughts involve bathroom stalls
And broken hearts that don’t get too far
When I’m high
I wanna hold you tight
And drift away to a better place where feelings reciprocate
And when he smokes I wanna puke it up
All the dyes what I despise a veil of lies I tell myself
I tell you
And if we sleep just a foot hardly apart
Will all the nights I thought in my head push restart
Cause I want you too
If you tell me I’m an angry drunk I’ll say your right
My wrists are broken from all the hittin I do practicing our fights
If a had a nickel for every I love u I got
I’d be broke cause this is all in my head your imaginary but that’s not all right
When she laughs
I wanna grab her hair
And push her down those flights of stairs
It’s harsh I know but isn’t that why u won’t see me
When you think
That youre the only one why did you grab someone
Sorry boy this isn't the night you thought you thought it be
And when you smoke I wanna puke you up
All the dyes what I despise a veil of lies I tell myself
you tell me
And if we sleep just a foot hardly apart
Will all the nights I thought in my head push restart
Cause you wanted too
If you tell me I’m an angry drunk I’ll say your right
My wrists are broken from all the hittin I do practicing our fights
If a had a nickel for every I love u I got
I’d be broke, cause this is all in my head your imaginary but that’s not all right
And if hes smokes well then I’ll puke it up
All the dyes what I despise a veil of lies I tell myself
If I told you
And if we’d slept just a foot hardly apart
Will all the nights I thought in my head restart
Cause I really really really want you too
If you tell me I’m an angry drunk I’ll say your right
My wrists are broken from all the hittin I do practicing our fights
If a had a nickel for every I love u I got
I’d be broke cause this is all in my head your imaginary but that’s not all right
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3. |
Benches
03:26
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I keep putting it off
Don’t wanna see you, feels like I have to
Time will click fucking clocks
Are counting down lines, oh ya youre not mine
And if I had to watch you walk away, I wouldn’t have made it home
Cause of all the ones that told me they would stay, I thought you’d mean it, you said you’d mean it
As we sat people stared
They knew the whole truth, the it’s me it’s not you
I was thrown unaware, 4 night ago you made it feel so
And if I had another chance I’d say, I can’t belive you’re like them
Cause of all the times you’d lay next to me, I thought you meant it, you said you meant it
Every day bus ride home
I see the same park, it looks shitty past dark
That bench makes me feel alone
And when I see you, will I feel that too
And if I hadn’t had the guts to walk away, I would’ve have stayed right there
Cause of all the times you thought I’d run not stay, it was you who left that day
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4. |
The Message
04:43
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Can I take some time, time off to clear your head
All I’m thinking of, is you lying in my bed
Do you remember the night of the 24th?
No cause you took off, it better than before
This is the action reaction, of me trying to fit in
All of the day dreams inbetween all those words I read
Cause I’m trying keep trying will I keep up depressions a message but i got stuck
If I loose it will I loose myself
Playback memories, all those little steps you took
And if I freak out, will you take a second look
Can we forget the night of the 25th?
When I broke down and I thought I let it win
This is the action reaction, of me trying to fit in
All of the day dreams inbetween all those words I read
Cause I’m trying keep trying will I keep up depressions a message but i got stuck
If I loose it will I loose myself
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5. |
Wasting My Time
02:44
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Verse 1
Like holding on to something that will never let go
Until you know
Tied a nose around my neck this feeling is
Choking from bellow
Pre Chorus
I can you tell you this is nothing but a faze
A bitter part of me will be erased
Chorus
Numbing my soul
Losing control
Hoping for better but knowing I won’t
Feel warmth inside
The need to be alive
Holding out for someone but just wasting my time
Verse 2
Sickness through my veins addictions works the same
Always there
A heart attack on hold stopping what it knows
Bleeds so slow
Pre Chorus
I can you tell you this is nothing but a faze
A bitter part of me will be erased
Chorus
Numbing my soul
Losing control
Hoping for better but knowing I won’t
Feel warmth inside
The need to be alive
Holding out for someone but just wasting my time
Holding out for some but just wasting my time
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Anjelica Rees Toronto, Ontario
Anjelica Rees is a Acoustic performer with a rock flair who uses her classical music training to create a unique sound that is clearly her own.
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